SYMPTOM BEARER

Familial self-loathing
Within
Pattern-causing
Button-pushing,
And out vented
Malevolently offensive
Sophomorically insulting
Hurt-words.
Spewing,
Hurling
Into a kerfuffle –
A garboil
Of complementary
Schismogenesis –
Façades sheltering
Pain
Crumbled.
Formed in anger,
Thoughtless cruelty
Presided and
Poison arrows
Flitted.
A family barometer
Paused a bit
At the abyss,
Then headlongingly plunged
Short-breathed,
Dour-dingled Into the way
Down yonder.
And in the macro
Social
Bigland
Map-o-things
An entity sighed –
A symptom bearer
Recoups,
Slowly regrouping,
Resetting the set
And setting.
A sorrow-born
Apologetics ensues.
Again retrying,
Again and again.